We have had a difficult few days with our girls. I initially noticed one chick who sat to eat and seemed to have difficulty in walking. I watched her for a couple of days not sure if I was overreacting or if there was really a problem. Then day before yesterday, another chick started having the same problems and actually deteriorated to a more lethargic state rather quickly.

I did some research yesterday and found there are a number of chicks throughout the US who came from the same hatchery who have the same issue. One person who had their's tested indicated their problem was AE or Avian Encephalomyelitis. I have read a lot and it looks like we may have to euthanize the chicks. And, as of last night, I noticed symptoms in a third chick. At the moment, we are simply doing what we can to keep them comfortable and make sure they are eating and drinking. I am waiting for further information on the forum where I found the most discussion before we make a final decision.

I am amazed at how attached I am to these little girls. I am aware of how they are opening my heart and teaching me more about honoring even the smallest of God's creatures. There is an interesting duality to it all. On the one hand is the traditional farmer's approach which is to cull (or euthanize) those who are not healthy. That is the standard approach to assure a strong flock. On the other hand, is the valuing of life.

It is especially interesting when I consider the right to die argument for those who are terminally ill, or keeping alive children born prematurely or deformed, or the abortion topic or even the validity of war. This article is not about taking a stand on any particular issue. It's about the duality in our world where in some instances we stand for life no matter what and in some instances we say there is reason to take life. In the decision whether to keep nursing ill chicks or euthanize them, all of these issues pass through my mind.